Okay, so I started this thing then the line went dead. Life's been a MF'er of a roller coaster these past weeks / months & not much of it has been happy / positive & you know what moma always said about only saying nice things LOL!
Been cranking hours in the gym "0" Dark-Thirty weekdays, flying the desk 8-5 then working the night shift building custom orthopeadic impants & instruments at a side job nights so just haven't had time to Blog & like I said...just hasn't been much positive to say anyhow. I know Blogs are suppsosed to be a GREAT place to vent & all but seems my dark side is already costing me friends slowly but surely so really not wanting to put much more of it out there anyhow. Funny how when you're down & life isn't so entertaining mosat folks burn out & just turn down the volume or change the channel completely. Times like these you really find out who the true friends are & who the users are...Griz always treies to be a supportive friend no matter what but admittedly just trrying to keep the wheels on my own sanity has limited how much energy is left trying to cheer others on in their lives too.
Sorry pals...not been much good to anyone lately... myself included.
Ciao for now pals. The good thing about hitting bottom is that it can ONLY get better from here!!!
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